FAMILY

HE had been teaching about family recently. As I was crying out for home, and a church here to grow, to feel belong. HE taught me that I am in the family. He had also put the same mind into people who I didn't know, to tell them I need a family, and asked them to show me kindness and family. I was like, oh now, family, I finally have one. But I know that there are more behind this kindness, after I was overwhelmed, and in AWE of HIM. My spirit encourgaed me to move on, to pray and seek HIS Kingdom.

Then, as I gathered my mind back from beggaring-weaning on the ground, to the roof-top as a watchman for Japan, HE gradually showed me the truth! I am in the family! And I am in HIS family, and it is not about church, a specific place! It is about HIS Kingdom, HIS body, HIS people! And that is the whole reason why HE had prompted these people to bless me, to give, to care! It is not about a certain people, or a certain ministry, or even discipleship. Not at this moment. He wants me to learn about people, to observe, and to learn about HIS heart and HIS will on these people and nations.

So, I know it is time to move on, to visit churches again, to meet people this time, not searching for home. But to freely share, to be myself, to tell people about what God is doing in my life, and to encourage people to pray, for the Unreached, for Japan! There are some people that God wants me to meet! There are some churches that God wants to spark up their spirit to begin to look beyond! I had learned that in November. :-)

Of course, HE had been teaching me some other things as well! That's why I had been silent most of the time in December. Waiting, and learning, and it was painful. I'll share with you more later! God bless!